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Loner

Im the type who Spent time with books and gadgets, Home 24/7, Not having much friend to  hang out, By then im a loner. Personality that anyone wouldnt even want to have,  An Introvert, To start a conversation with anyone, Is indeed very hard for me. I dont really talk about my problem to people, Because I know, They didnt really want to hear about it, Even my family. I lost my father at the age of nine, It leaves a deep scar in my heart, It affects me emotionally, I can't control myself when I am mad, So I tends to act irrationally. Not like anyone else, My family is my only friend at home, I dont play with my neighbour, Because an introvert like me doesnt get along with people very well, Ive tried to not be shy, But I guess, I overthink afraid that they might be bored with me. Someone said  that I friend with a lame people, What am I supposed to feel?, They are the only friends that I am comfortable to friend with, But its okay because fo...
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Pain

Pain that only certain people know. At young age, No one know, That it hurts so much, Nothing could be done, A fate that can not be change. (Lost a father at young age, no one know the pain because I am not strong to talk about it. No one can change fate that has been written, I'll accept that) Gone forever, Far away, Somewhere that couldnt be reach, But always there, In my heart. (He is gone forever,far away from me, but where ever he is, he is still in my heart, I won't forget him) Once saw that, The death was a lie, Left us for circumstances, For a better success, But why? (Once my mind think that my father's death is fake, maybe he left us to find more money, to be succesful, it looks real, or my mind is just playing game with me?) Woke up from reality, Oh! Its just a dream, The death is real, It kills me inside, For the second time. (Just then, I wake up from my dream, its just a dream,  a dream that my father is still alive. His death is no...
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First love

Always deny that he is not my first love, but my heart can't lie. Day by day, I misses him. He is just Like a wind, Blow and passing by, Without saying hi or goodbye, He disappeared. Hoping and hoping Like there is no sign of stop, Still waiting, Waiting, Waiting, And waiting, But he won't come back, Into my life. More hurt than angry, Cut my heart into pieces, throwing away the broken pieces, A new life ahead. Its not easy as it is, A new life, First love, To forget and move on, You too know the right word,  Its HARD. And so I am now not in love with anyone, but still thinking of him. I hope for a wonderful day. Enjoy! #randomwritting #randomrocks  #randomrocksyourworld #random
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