Pain

Pain that only certain people know.

At young age,
No one know,
That it hurts so much,
Nothing could be done,
A fate that can not be change.
(Lost a father at young age, no one know the pain because I am not strong to talk about it. No one can change fate that has been written, I'll accept that)

Gone forever,
Far away,
Somewhere that couldnt be reach,
But always there,
In my heart.
(He is gone forever,far away from me, but where ever he is, he is still in my heart, I won't forget him)

Once saw that,
The death was a lie,
Left us for circumstances,
For a better success,
But why?
(Once my mind think that my father's death is fake, maybe he left us to find more money, to be succesful, it looks real, or my mind is just playing game with me?)

Woke up from reality,
Oh! Its just a dream,
The death is real,
It kills me inside,
For the second time.
(Just then, I wake up from my dream, its just a dream,  a dream that my father is still alive. His death is not fake, he is gone for real. I need to accept the fact for second time he really left us forever)


I miss u dad, always in my heart💗